Human nature really make me hate it sometimes, especially how people behave. It hurts you the most when your best friend's word is so insulting, that it feels like they don't care about your feeling. Some people just feel that they are always right and never wrong. Seriously what's the point of making mistake, not learning abt it and improve? Why don't you allow the chance for people to actually help you?

Somehow you may not know, but perhaps the life you are living is just a imagery. & when things actually go back into reality, the impact on your life would be must worst. Who knows everything is just a smoke screen, don't be too satisfied with how's life for you now. People in realities definitely learn how to face setbacks in their life, which allows them to put this vicarious experience into future encounters.


Sometimes i just hope that biasness doesn't exist in the world. It makes people wanting to control of things, and fight of jealousy. What's the use of the enjoyment of putting yourself so high up in the air? Because nothing is forever in this world, people would eventually take over you. What's worst, drag you all the way to the bottom.

I love the sport, but i do not like how the people behave. Everything is really going through in my mind, not trying to be negative. But i don't find myself having any more motivation to keep myself going on. Times and again, i've been affected and blog about it. But now, i think my heart is so dead i can't feel anything anymore. Because if pretending and bitching is what needed to top the sport, i rather i stack the rest.